ohgod.....im in a hiatus now =X
installed the EPGY programme....why in the hell did i even took it in the first place?!!D: im NOT GIFTED AT ALL!!!!!!!(see below)
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i can't rmb what happened today....my brain's dead....thinkthinkthink!!
okay yes.....got back sci and math(even tho i'd rather forget this) and i totally screwed them..
IS----20.5/30 (B)
maths----21/25 (A)
i know i know..... i suck...you really don't have to remind me that):
i mean,really...WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU CHERYL!!!!!!??YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THIS RIGHT?!):
see?i suck.fullstop.
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basketball kinda sucked....noone want to talk to me...like i don't exist:(
well...maybe i don't.
and ya...daryl fell and got injured:( get well soon ya!
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all the tests are over(well..almost all)and i shld be happy rite?
but my life seems to be over, too.

went swimming.....hoped it'll allow me to escape from the cruel world...but i'm feeling worse now.....like i just can't seem to reach the end....everything seems so far away.....i can't breathe.

and i'm not that excited about going back anymore...
everything just seems........wrong.

and damn...my curtain's fallen off today......just like my life has.

weird ah? i just cant remember all the fun stuff that happened today(like we played wacko and blah) and this post's goin to be grey, cos all the other colours are just......too happy to be true.
for now,happiness is not related to me, it doesn't exist....its gone.

i know its dumb to ask, but will you even notice if i'm gone?
probably not.

this post is uber long....but it doesn't matter right?.....noone's gonna read it anyway.
ok...bye...gonna read THE SHOPAHOLIC....at least someone has more problems than me.

p.s. gem!!don't keep thinking you're not better than her....YOU ARE THE BEST!!!!:) and im always here for ya:)
and don't be depressed chu qian!!:)JIA YOU!!!!!:)